kata mama

my mom was always said it to me..

no one will care with u even they (u always called them ur best friend anyway), they just came to u when they r need u, nd when they did not need u again they will go ahead from u. so where they r when u need them beside u? they just enjoy nd facing they day with another to shared they happiness. NOW, just ur moom will beside. even u not closed with her but she know what u felt now, even u has never shared with her. nd  just ur GOD will knew u too even u has never shared with HIM too, Mom nd ur GOD will know what u felt in, even u has no say anything with but we (moom nd ur GOD ) cares u so much. So now, u know, rite. who still in urs when u need someone to shared, they cant present nd want to listen to u much, bcos actually they have a problem nd cant listen to u, just want to u listem to them anyway. just find mom nd GOD when u need something becouse just we knew what u need nd want. that it!!

in a rush i realized

"it came over me in a rush

when i realized that i love u so much

that sometimes i cry but

i can't tell u why

why i feel

what i feel inside..."

finally i realized..

maybe its too late to realizing why i feel nd what i feel inside with u.

with u i can be my self, u always make me so homey even sometime im so bored thn anger with u bui in the other hand i fell more comfort withu.

now, i dont know what i feel with u, dude..

i just wanna keep itu inside.

until i know what i feel..

nd maybe im not the best u want,

but i'll try to let u go if its the best think of u.

i just wanna kept my feel for.

without belonging u, dude!!

hai :)

haiiiii my future..

dimanapun lo berada,

bersama siapapun lo sekarang,

sedang apapun yg lo perbuat..

take care yahh sayang, gue nungguin lo.

gue nungguin lo datang dihadapan gue,

gue juga nungguin lo putus dr pacar lo qlo lo sdg berpacaran..

kenapa gue nungguin lo??

karena lo itu my future...

qta sudah dijodhkan sama BAPA,

so.. jangan nakal yahh disana..

gue nd lo akan ngabisin waktu berdua bersama selamanya..

gue nd lo juga akan melewati semua duka dan sedih bersama..

gue nd lo akan berjalan bersama beriringan dengan KRISTUS..

gue nd lo juga akan menjadi pelayan TUHAN yg sejati..

gue rela ngedampingin lo ga cuma saat senang tapi sedih juga.

gue rela ngabisin waktu berdua habiskan malam bersama lo..

gue rela jadiin lo yang kedua setelah BAPA..

gue rela dan sia[ jalanin apapun semua resiko ini..

gue mau lo bisa ada ga cuma saat suka gue, juga duka lo ada..

gue mau lo setia dalam TUHAN agar bisa ngebimbing gue..

gue mau lo yang selalu ada buat gue mendengarkan semua keluh dan kesah gue yg cuma kegirangan gue.

gue mau lo jdiin istri dan ibu untuk anak2 qta kelak:D

TUHAN..

dimanapun sang pangeran ku berada tolong jaga dia untuk aku..

dengan siapapun sang pangeran ku saat ini, jgn buta dia berada dlm kumpulan pencemooh yg bebal..

sedang apapun sang pangeran ku sekarang, pimpin setiap langkahnya agar tetap dalam jalurMU..

TUHAN..

tolong sampaikan padanya aku menunggunya..

tolong kabarkan padanya ada seseorang yang sedang mendoakannya..

tolong beritahu dia akulah pendampingnya, akulah his future..

TUHAN...

perTEMUkan kami pada WAKTU-MU...

IKAT kami dalam KASIH-MU

SATUkan kami dalam RENCANA-MU..

JAGA kami dalam CINTA-MU

JESUS nd me always loves u

from my deepest of my heart just for u, my future :)

with  great LOVE :)